There are many stories when the main actor or the so-called hero saves the world and his other half, the so-called main actress or the heroine. However, this is not a story with the slightest notion of any idea of saving the world or giving people a meaning for living. l must repeat again, it is not a story for any kind of hope or any meaning because for me, I have no notion of asking for any help or finding people that are willing to go along my story. It is a story of revenge against the world, against the people, against the hypocrites, against every being that walks in this damn world, we once called the Earth with respect because even it was pitiful against the insects that crawl on it adamant on destroying it with their poisonous intentions. Speaking of my intention, I have none except for one. To find the one, who helped me despite bearing the burden of the entirety of this civilization and of this entire universe? I neither care what I will do in the future nor what I am doomed to become because this world took the one reason of living I held foremost in my heart. They neither knew nor cared for what l had lost nor what I felt. All in all mocking a dying person with their insidious smiles and saying it was just a part of his imagination or he was just crazy. That is the reason I will take the blades l created with my sweat and blood and would destroy this world whether it takes me a hundred or a million years. If death is my enemy, I will destroy it completely and if the entirety of the whole humankind gets in my way, only a trail of bodies will remain in my way. I came from nothing and I will return to nothing but if someone does not appreciate what I do, get lost or else they will be returned to nothingness with these two hands that I have. If I do not have them, I will use my legs, if not then I will use my mouth, if not them then I will use every bone in my body and every cell in this made shift body to destroy them and even in death, I will curse them, I will curse this whole damn world even in my death. If there is a way, I will come back and the only thing I will do is curse, curse and curse for this feeble world, for this suffering, for this weak existence, for the eternal greed of the mankind for which l once sought out to protect, I will never ever forgive this damn incompetent world for ever making these back-stabbing creatures we once called humans.

  The era before the collapse, was the one where there was ignorance but there was bliss but as this abomination grew so did their appetite for more. The word “more " defines it all. This word was the curse that led to my forsaken and the death of my beloved Ellaya. She died but still did not die. She became a ghost forever to wander among humans changing forms from one thing to another just to find someone that could help lift this curse of never finding someone that will hold her and protect her. I can remember those days when she was ready to give everything to this world just for a smile even when she was crying. She destroyed her own happiness for the sake of others. The same mistake I was going to make. She stopped me. I will never ever forget this one favor. I will take everything that she gave these insects and will give them back to her and make her laugh. As the days pass, I grow but I forget these things as each day passes by. Every day I lose something but gain something far more important than I had before. I do not know how much I will grow but I will never forgive those who hurt her. She was like a daughter to me but still was more than that. I do not know what it was but there is no shadow of a doubt that she was more important to me than the entire universe combined. The universe can be made again but not her. She created herself like many do just like I did to myself. I will never ever forgive them. It is my declaration of war to all those who claim to know her, to have her favor, to protect her, to make her happy, and all those things they are so proud of. I will kill you, kill you and again kill you till you give me everything you have of her. I will be her sword as well as her shield. I will protect her and kill for her. Anything for my precious Ellaya, Anything for her, you all will burn. I will live and you all will die by your own hands. I will beat you, kill you and take everything you hold dear. Just for her smile. Just for that tired smile, anything.

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  One thing is inevitable. A war against me and the entirety of the legion of these insects. The biggest war that would ever be fought. Ellaya once told me that she was someone who just loved to arrange things in a systematic order. She said "She did not remember her past. She just opened her eyes and there was chaos. She described it as eternal chaos. It took her forever to find her way out of that chaos. She gave people many things as gifts but no one gave her any. Even if they did, they were miniscule from the level she gave them. “That poor soul was taken advantage of but she was happy even with those small crumbs of bread. She was happy but I will never allow that. She made them a promise that she would help them. However, that poor and miserable soul did not ask anything for her, so I made her a promise that I will take everything that she had given to the insects or the so-called humanity and will make her happy forever. Even now, I can sense her staring eyes from behind, from the front, from the sides and from above. She can see me but I can only sense her. That poor soul does not even have a home and nobody to call her family. I always wished for a family too so I took her as my family. She is my family and I am her family. She wished for order. I will make her the grandest order that she could ever wish for so I have made a bet that whether I win or lose, she will see the grandest order in her life and will show herself to me.