Oh, thank the gods… he’s hard… he’s actually fucking hard… oh gods, thank you… thank you so much. I never thought I’d be so happy to see another man’s erection… hang on… he’s stopped moving… why has he stopped moving?

  Kiyui: “Dwynfel, are you ok? You’re crying.”

  What? Fuck… he’s right… shit.

  Dwynfel: “I’m sorry…”

  Kiyui: “Don’t apologise. What’s wrong?”

  Dwynfel: “Nothing’s wrong… honestly… I’m crying because I’m happy. I don’t think I’ve ever been so happy.”

  Kiyui: “This came on rather suddenly, are you sure you’re okay?”

  I nodded at him.

  Dwynfel: “Sorry… this will probably sound silly.”

  Kiyui: “If you keep saying sorry while we have sex, I’m going to bite you.”

  Dwynfel: “Sor… I shall stop.”

  Kiyui: “Now, why are you crying?”

  Dwynfel: “Well… I kind of had this fear that you were… well… umm… only doing this to be nice… I didn’t really think you were attracted to me… I thought you were doing this to say thanks… ya know… like how you gave that boy a blowjob for giving you a lift into town… so… umm… when I looked down… and saw that you were… well… erect… I just… I kind of realised that you really do like me in that way… and… I kind of got a bit emotional.”

  Kiyui started laughing. He leaned forward and kissed me on the forehead before smiling his sweet little smile at me.

  Kiyui: “Oh Dwyn, why didn’t you talk to me about this?”

  Dwynfel: “I thought you would just tell me what I wanted to hear… you’re always so nice… I didn’t think you’d tell me the truth if it meant hurting my feelings.”

  Kiyui: “We’ve been through a lot together, Dwyn. We’ve shared each other’s darkest memories and got through to the other side with our relationship intact. I know I’m a lot more casual about sex than you are… but I believe I already established that this isn’t just some casual sex act. I’m here doing this with you, because I love you, and I want to be with you. Not as a favour because you helped me out, not because I expect payment, but because I love you. I love you and I want us to be as connected as we possibly can be. So please, if you ever have doubts like that again, please… speak to me about them.”

  Fuck… I can’t stop crying… I can barely even make out his face. He makes me so happy… I love him so much… fuck… I’m ruining this… fuck… this is our first-time having sex and I’m ruining it by constantly crying… fuck… I need to get a hold of myself.

  Dwynfel: “I’m sorry…”

  I felt a sharp pain in my neck and Kiyui giggled.

  Dwynfel: “Fucking ow… what was that for?”

  Kiyui: “I told you I’d bite you if you apologised again.”

  Dwynfel: “I thought you were joking.”

  Kiyui: “Don’t worry, I didn’t draw blood. Stopped you crying though.”

  He wiped my eyes and stuck his tongue out at me.

  Kiyui: “Now, are you ready to continue?”

  Dwynfel: “Umm… before we do… umm… can I touch it?”

  I gestured towards his penis… which bounced up and down as he laughed at my request.

  Dwynfel: “Why are you laughing now?”

  Kiyui: “Oh Dwyn, you really are adorable sometimes. You are so deep inside me that I’m sitting on your balls and you sit there and nervously ask if you can touch me. Honestly, you really do overthink things. You can touch me anywhere, anytime. My body is yours, Dwyn. Do what you will with it.”

  I’m not really sure what to do here. I reached out to touch it in a rather sheepish manner. You know… I always thought penises were much of a muchness really. Other than size and colour… and the occasional piercing… I didn’t really think there was much variation between them. But now that I have his in my hand, I can’t help but notice how different it is to mine. I mean… they are a pretty similar size… mine is slightly thicker and his is slightly longer… but otherwise pretty similar.

  But there are other differences. Mine has a really big vein going down one side… his seems to have a network of much smaller veins. When I have an erection, my foreskin struggles to cover my glans. Kiyui however, if you stretch it out, he seems to still have a good two centimetres of foreskin once the tip ends. It makes rolling the skin back and forth much easier… no wonder he discovered masturbation at an early age. His is also much harder than mine… when I’m hard my penis still has an element of squishiness to it… his feels like a sword hilt wrapped in skin… it’s impressive, although it does make it less manoeuvrable.

  The tip of his penis is such a beautiful shade of pink… unlike the slightly off shade of green that mine has. Also, he produces a lot of preseminal fluid… like… it is actually dripping off his penis and into my belly button… I barely produce any of that stuff. When I roll the skin back the tip is so coated in the stuff that it is actually slightly reflective.

  Kiyui: “Have you finished analysing it?”

  Dwynfel: “Huh?”

  Kiyui: “You have the same face on that you have when you’re trying to track something.”

  Stolen content alert: this content belongs on Royal Road. Report any occurrences.

  Dwynfel: “Sor… I’m a bit fascinated… I’ve never seen anybody else’s up close before… well… apart from Tadwick’s… ya know… when he got that insect bite… but yeah… the context here is a bit different.”

  Just say it to him… just say it… tell him what you want to do… just say it… he said he would let you do anything… just say it… stop being so passive!

  Dwynfel: “I want to make you ejaculate.”

  Kiyui: “What?”

  Dwynfel: “I don’t want to just lie here and be serviced… it isn’t right… I want you to feel things to… I want to make you happy… I want you to finish too!”

  Kiyui: “Oh honey, you know what turns me on more than anything? Turning others on. Feeling you, hard as stone, inside me. The fact that you could explode at any moment… it turns me on so much. Why do you think I’m dripping wet right now?”

  He leaned forward and whispered in my ear.

  Kiyui: “You could finish me off in seconds… so go slow.”

  Fucking hell… I almost ejaculated just from him whispering that… just… fuck.

  He playfully bit my ear before kissing me again. This time his tongue was fully probing my mouth. Our tongues caressed each other… I could feel his penis twitch in my hands as he started to move up and down again. I started to move my hand… feeling his skin move up and down… nice and slow… not too fast… keep things going… don’t end them too soon… and try not to finish to soon… try to stay focussed… oh gods… this is the most amazing thing that I have ever experienced.

  He’s starting to move faster… fucking hell… my tongue can’t keep up with his… oh gods… it’s so tight… it feels like my penis is being crushed… but in a good way… in an amazing… totally fantastic way… fuck… I need to start moving my hand faster… at this rate I won’t last long.

  I started to move my hand faster and faster… and in response he started to move faster as well. This is heaven… this is pure bliss… honestly… I know that I said my heart might explode earlier… but fucking hell… if it did right now, I wouldn’t care… this is the happiest moment of my life… I feel so close to him… I feel so happy… if I died in this moment, I would die happy… I want to stay like this forever… I love him. Kiyui Kintari, I love you so much… you are the most amazing and beautiful creature in existence and I want to be with you forever!

  Suddenly, he stopped kissing me and arched his spine backwards… as he did, a warm white burst erupted out of him and all over my chest. Kiyui let out an amazingly erotic moan and oh gods… I did it… I did it… I made him ejaculate… me… I did it… this is fantastic… I did it… oh gods… oh gods… oh gods… it’s happening… it’s happening… fuck… it feels like a volcano… I have never ejaculated so hard in my life… fucking hell… fucking hell… I genuinely might die right now.

  Kiyui stopped arching backwards and looked at me. He lifted my hand off his penis and took it to his mouth. He licked his semen off my fingers and smiled at me.

  Kiyui: “My my, aren’t you messy. Guess I had better do something about that.”

  I’m struggling to breathe right now… how the fuck does he even have the energy to speak?

  Kiyui bent himself forward and started licking the rest of his semen off my chest. Seriously… how the fuck is he that flexible… my penis is still inside him… how the fuck can he lick my chest at the same time… I know cats are generally flexible… but fucking hell.

  He is way too attractive… I’m still hard as a rock… shouldn’t it have gone down by now… I’m pretty sure I emptied everything that I had into him… if I did it again it would just be puffs of air coming out… I need to rest… fuck… just looking at him turns me on so much.

  He finished cleaning it all off my chest and reached for the bedside table where he had placed the little bowl of water and some towels earlier. He placed them on the bed next to him and in one swift manoeuvre he slid up and off my penis before moving back to sit on my thighs. He muttered something that I didn’t understand into the bowl of water and dipped the corner of one of the towels in it. He started to clean my penis with the towel. The water was warm and pleasant. It must have been a heat spell or something that he muttered.

  I remained fully hard the entire time he was cleaning me. I am beginning to worry that it will never go down again… I’ve had sex once and my penis wants more… it’s hunger will never be satiated… fucking hell… maybe if I don’t look at him or think about him then it will go down. No… I can’t do that… that would be rude… I don’t want to upset him… I can’t ruin the moment. Fuck… I’m overthinking this again.

  Kiyui finished cleaning my penis. He placed the towel in the bowl before placing both of his hands on either side of me. He moved his lips slowly towards my penis and gently kissed the tip. That was it… that was too much. My penis twinged and a little drop of semen emerged from it onto Kiyui’s lips. He looked up at me, smiled and licked the semen from his lips.

  Kiyui: “There’s always one last drop.”

  He crawled up the bed towards me and gently kissed me on the lips once again.

  Kiyui: “I’ll be back.”

  Dwynfel: “Don’t go.”

  Kiyui: “I’ll just be five minutes. I have cleaning up of my own to do.”

  Dwynfel: “Can I help? After what you just did for me…”

  Kiyui: “This isn’t something you can help with… trust me… I’ll be back in five minutes. You keep the bed warm… wouldn’t want me to return to a cold bed now, would you?”

  He stood up, picked up the bowl and the towels and slipped out of the door. Not the door he came in from… but a different one. I pulled the covers back over myself to keep warm… and to warm up the bed. After all, can’t go letting my man down.

  Fucking hell… my man… MY MAN… seriously… I can’t believe I am thinking in sentences like that… I have a man… I have a boyfriend… I am in a relationship and I just had sex. Me… I had sex… with another person… an actual person… who consented to the whole thing… no tricks… no force… absolutely nothing untoward or anything. I had actual sex… and we both finished… I actively participated… I made him finish. This is the happiest day of my life. I have a boyfriend… I have a family… I have friends… and I just had sex!